the past few days were damn hectic for me.

have been dealing with lots of tutorials, in-course assessments (ICA) and st.john stuff.
luckily i managed to clear some over the weekends.

grandma's in hospital. D:
the doctor said her prognosis was not good :/
rushed down from school to see her 2 days ago 'cos mum said grandma was in critical condition.
i never ran that fast in my life before.
thank you olivia for running with me and your words on the train.
reached there, saw grandma, and i cried.
heartbroken.

i'm sorry CK and yufeng :/
i promised to be strong but i broke my promise so many times.
it's just... idk how to say :/
but i think you both will understand.

thank you CK for the emotional support, esp. during this period of time. (:
please also take good care of yourself alright (:

i'm sorry kaka, if i've been behaving weirdly these few days. thanks for your patience and understanding. (:

iknowyoumightthinkimweakafterreadingthispostbutidontcare.

haven't had time to blog for this week. once i go online, i'll have lots of things to settle / manage.
ICAs, tutorials, BNCOC, Corps matters.
life has been boring and sad. nothing interesting happened.

the only happy moments are when i'm with KAKA, Ah Peg, Oli and Seah. Fadilah do join us sometimes too (:
don't know why, but no matter what, there'll be sort of a 'Joke of the day' thingy daily. haha. (:
thanks girls and uncle. i seriously don't know how to survive this semester without you all.
oh yes, not forgetting nurul and her cockroach blog post. can't wait to see her next story. haha (x

but the happiest moments are still the ones with CK :D
met him for breakfast at marina square last saturday. wanted to catch a movie but it was still too early. so we went to the arcade to play puzzle bobble. i won the first few rounds and he won the rest :/ but haha, it's the company that matters la :D
played for sometime and we realised that the cinema was still not open. so we decided not to watch movie already and just go bowling! :DD it was really fun.
then we went to buy doughnuts for my meeting and we cabbed to HQ together :D

met him at harbourfront centre again after my meeting. ate han's for dinner but food wasn't really nice. and idk why i suddenly fell sick. bad flu. and i felt bad, cos i saw the worried look on his face. bus-ed home after that and we both slept throughout the journey back to woodlands (:

241008
went to orchard with kaka, ah peg, oli and linda after school today.
oli wanted to buy books at kino and we just followed her.
after she bought her stuff, we went to yoshinoya for lunch+early dinner.
walked to far east plaza after that cos ah peg wants to eat her 'chicken with cheese'

met CK at harbourfront centre again (:
initially he wanted to eat pizzahut. but in the end we ate in sakaesushi (:
food was nice; compnay was great; lots to talk about.
but it would be much better if the noise level was lower. haha (:
we bus-ed home again and i slept. haha
i just love to lean my head against his shoulders to sleep (x

131008
FIRST DAY OF YEAR 2 SEMESTER 2! :D
happy to see all my tutorial group mates, except for her. (:
first lecture started at 8am. but it was super boring. same lecturer as leadership studies D:
second lecture was also kind of boring. but haha, i managed to stay awake during both lectures la. (:

bioscience lecture was alright. introduction to the module only.
everyone was paying attention when a cockroach appeared on the ceiling.
and yup, the girls started screaming as they saw the cockroach crawl on the ceiling.
it kind of slipped twice and that action made everyone leave their seats, in case the cockroach dropped onto them. haha.
kaka and i left our seats too when we saw that the cockroach was coming near to our seats.
so scary D:
in the end, yurong and walter saved the day. haha, and everyone in the LT cheered! (:

and nurul asked kaka why she brought her 'friends' along for lecture xD

last lecture of the day: PHARMACOLOGY :D
i like pharmacology, though it's tough.
but when you can state the classification of the drug, common dosage, etc. you'll feel a sense of satisfaction. haha (:

141008
FIRST LAB. SESSION OF THIS SEMESTER! (:
class starts at 8am but i was already in school at 7.15am. LOLS. xD

did blood glucose monitoring. (:
kaka tried first (:
and she said my blood gushed out from my finger like waterfall! xD
next time remember not to massage my finger before the test alright. haha. my finger is just too vascularised xD

then i did the test on kaka.
her blood flowed super slowly lor. had to squeeze her finger so many times. in the end, still not enough blood on the test strip and i had to squeeze more blood out from her finger to redo the test. xD but i still managed to complete the skill (:

our blood glucose levels were exactly the same! :D

after that, had tutorial.
the other groups are not keen in changing group and my group is the only one D:
no one wants to work with her la!
in the end, decided that we'll stick with our current subgroups :/

hasri proposed that i should become the subgroup leader of my subgroup. but sigh, see how again la :/
kaka agreed with hasri too, that i should be the leader of our subgroup.
idk la. but i'll see what other members in my subgroup say first.

` i just want a peaceful and smooth-sailing school life!

class bbq's over! :D

my favourite picture of the day:


me and kaka <3

alright, my clinical posting results for paeds and O&G is out.
i've got a B+, which i'm quite satisfied with. it's kind of difficult to get an 'A' for clinical. haha.

and my GPA now is 2.978 (it's 0.022 from my target, so i'm very very satisfied already. heh).
gonna work harder next semester (:

timetable's out.
and i'm quite happy with it :D
at least my wednesday afternoons are AVAILABLE! :D
and i can go back for parades (:
finally. (:

i kind of miss daddy and kor.
said goodnight to daddy the other day, and i was happy already. hah.
(:

` getting into the class BBQ mood! :D

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went out with kaka, peggy, olivia & seah to downtown east (:
had 2 games of bowling and we went for dinner at new york new york.
food was alright. dessert was candy floss. haha. shared it with everyone.
watch seah and oli play pool after that. played 1 game with seah too and i lost. hah.

let's go out again soon alright (:

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CLINICAL POSTING @ IMH! (:
posted to acute unit.
the posting was enriching and quite fun.
and i've got a very good clinical instructor too.
saw patients with different kinds of mental illnesses and saw how the staff there helped them.
you really have to be very brave to work there. patience is a must too. (:

041008
went to HQ early in the morning to take back my cadet's stuff for processing.
saw some of the OCTs and chatted with them for awhile. found out it was their POC today (:
saw junhao sir too (:
mr chua didn't turn up at HQ today. D: so i had to put the certs into his letterbox.

met up with CK outside HQ after that and we took a bus to suntec city :D
hesitated for some time and we finally decided to have our lunch at Swensen's.
food was nice, but the company was even better. we laughed alot as we chatted over food (:
went to marina square after that for our kbox session.
sang lots of songs and we were both very happy la.

thank you CK for helping me to unwind after all these weeks of attachment. i hope you felt more relaxed too so you can perform better during next week's outfield :D

051008
bored.
asked to stay home to revise maths with my sister cos she's having PSLE maths tml.
facebook-ed for awhile after the revision session and started doing corps stuff.
i'm taking a break now to blog. D:

someone please teach me how to handle these tasks properly. i'm so afraid to screw up everything.
so many things to do, yet so little time. i do plan my time, but there is simply insufficient time.

i'm gonna suffocate soon. things will get worse when school reopens cos ICAs will come flooding in.

HELP!! D: