thank you to all those who asked about my injury. (:

i'm okay already, i guess.
just have to see what the specialist has to say on tuesday.
hopefully i do not need an operation to put screws (or is it nails. =/) in my knee.
'cos that will mean no st john, no attachment, no school for some time. D:

ohoh, and ex-subgroup 2's dearest hasri said this to me just now.
"really miss ur presence during the attachment.."
haha.
now that's a rare sight. (:
dun worry, hasri.
i didn't break my leg.
it was a dislocation.

i wanna go promo parade. (:


` stop it, he's just concerned.

擦肩而过
歌手：李圣杰
专辑：收放自如

我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁　
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁　不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点　我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见　只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人　也不会是个好情人
你对我说　我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多　少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞　也不会让你更难过
你听我说　要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错　至少还有我的问候我的温柔陪你度过

你听我说　你不要这么做
你不要看着我说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受　我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛再多坎坷我都陪你走

站在这平衡点　我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见　只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人　也不会是个好情人
你对我说　我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多　少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞　也不会让你更难过
你听我说　要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错　至少还有我的问候我的温柔陪你度过

他不会是个好男人　也不会是个好情人
你对我说　我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多　少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞　也不会让你更难过
你听我说　要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错　至少还有我的问候我的温柔陪你度过

就算未来有多少错　至少还有我的问候我的温柔陪你度过

` embroidery

男人女人
歌手：许茹芸、阿穆隆
专辑：北纬66度

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
不会再让我(你)心疼　一等再等
你就是我等的那个人

男人男人
女人女人
多么希望你是　对的人

浪花一朵朵
歌手：光良、任贤濟、阿牛

啦啦啦~~啦啦啦~~啦啦啦~~
我要你陪着我看着那海龟水中游
慢慢的爬在沙滩上数着浪花一朵朵
你不要害怕你不会寂寞
我会一直陪在你的左右让你乐悠悠
日子一天一天过我们会慢慢长大
我不管你懂不懂我在唱什么
我知道有一天
你一定会爱上我
因为我觉得我真的很不错
时光匆匆匆匆流走也也也不回头美女变成老太婆
哎呀那那那个时候我我我我也也已经是个糟老头
啦啦啦~~啦啦啦~~啦啦啦~~
我们一起手牵手
啦啦啦~~啦啦啦~~啦啦啦~~
数着浪花一朵朵

我要你陪着我看着那海龟水中游
慢慢的爬在沙滩上数着浪花一朵朵
你不要害怕你不会寂寞
我会一直陪在你的左右让你乐悠悠
日子一天一天过我们会慢慢长大
我不管你懂不懂我在唱什么
我知道有一天
你一定会爱上我
因为我觉得我真的很不错
时光匆匆匆匆流走也也也不回头美女变成老太婆
哎呀那那那个时候我我我我也也已经是个糟老头
啦啦啦~~啦啦啦~~啦啦啦~~
我们一起手牵手
啦啦啦~~啦啦啦~~啦啦啦~~
数着浪花一朵朵

was browsing thru my music files and i found this song. (:
lots of wonderful memories came back while i was listening to it.
this was the first song that CK sang to me over the phone :D
no words can describe how i feel now :D

yay! my computer's alright again! :D
daddy fixed it for me :D
hah.

yea, so daddy came over on sunday.
he switched on my computer and it went to desktop, blah blah blah.
i was amazed.
cos i tried to switch on my computer in the morning and it didn't work.
but daddy did the same thing in the afternoon and it worked!
daddy said he has magical fingers xD

so we transferred my documents into his external hard disk first, in case my computer decided to go on strike again.
things were kind of messy at first as my operating system wasn't compatible with his external hard disk. haha. but daddy managed to solve the problem (:

did scandisk on my computer then daddy and i started chatting.
we talked about alot of things and people.
ooh, and computer stuff too.
i didn't know there was a programme called Edit in MS-DOS. it's smth like notepad and i thought it was really old la. think nowadays no one uses that anymore? haha.

the talk today was good? haha.
i think i prefer to talk with someone live, instead of thru sms or MSN.
somehow, the feeling is just different, but idk how to put them into words.

` batman begins

i've been wasting my life away since 14th may.
can't walk too much so i spend most of my time sitting on the sofa.

these are the things that i've done for the past few days:
1. i've revised for the test for dunno how many times already.
2. checked my emails using the family laptop.
3. eat medication (they make me dizzy sometimes D:)
4. the ADLs.

i really don't want to miss attachment.
but what can i do?
7 days MC and a backslab on my left leg.
how to care for patients like that?
i thought of just removing the backslab and go back for attachment.
but it would be very irresponsible of me, and i'll be putting others' life at stake.
so yea, i guess i'll just be a good girl and keep the backslab there until my appointment on 3rd June.
i'll just have 4 weeks less of holidays than my classmates. but it's ok. i'll make sure i do well for the posting, even though i'll most likely be alone for the posting.

oh yes,
my clinical instructor just sms-ed me!
and her name is Yvonne. (:
woohoo! she's a wonderful clinical instructor man.
she not only taught me alot of stuff but is also very caring (:
haha :D she said she missed me! (:
her sms brightened up my gloomy saturday a little.

daddy brightened up my moody friday afternoon yesterday too :D
and i miss mummy, kor and yufeng.

especially you, THAM YU FENG.
i thought we're supposed to meet up every 2 weeks?
i thought we're supposed to update each other every now and then?
we're already super duper drifted apart, so don't go further okay.
i'll always remember what you said the other day, that you will not let anyone affect our friendship. so make sure you honour your words hor. haha :D

BOOHOO! D:

can't go for my paediatrics posting anymore.
can't go for my O&G posting either.

how i wished i didn't see the seat, so i wouldn't have gone to sit down.
then i wouldn't have injured myself.
worse still, i was in uniform D:

now, i'll have to repeat the 4 weeks of clinical attachment.
and i can't go for trainings & camp! D:

oh tian D:

hey people,

my computer crashed!! D:

okay, so if u need to contact me for any reason, please sms me.
i'm out on attachment, so i might not be able to answer phone calls.

好烦啊!!!

i'm stressed.
and frustrated with some people.

school days are like living hell now.
i have in-course assessment discussions EVERYDAY.
during breaks, and even after school.
just because we have to accommodate their BUSY schedule.
so they are the only ones who are busy while the rest of us are not, is it?
what bullshit.

you. just because your club's treasurer is overseas doesn't mean that you HAVE TO take up his/her role and stay in your club room the whole day just to collect money. and you even missed lectures for that. i can't understand why you can't meet them after lecture. and did you even prioritise? this shows how much your studies actually means to you huh.

and you. her good friend. two of a kind.

i don't want my grades to be affected by all these crap okay.
i don't wish to quarrel with either one of you, so don't make it happen.

i'm sorry CK.
i just don't like to bother others about my school stuff.
and life has been just school, school and more school.
so, yeah.

i really miss parades.
i miss the cadets, the NCOs, teachers and of course, my team.

and i seriously miss NURULHUDA BTE KHALID alot.
all those little 'squabbles' we have whenever we had group discussions.
the 'fighting to answer questions' times, the 'laughing at kaka's funny sounds' times...
sigh, those were the days...