i cried.

for some unknown reasons. i dunno why. i was talking to ______ and the tears just came out from my eyes. guess those stuff were like bottled up inside me for a very long time le. if not for ___ i think i won't even call ______ today. ___ say we need more communication. okay. i'll work on that. really. i won't leave ______ behind. but until now i still dunno why i cried. loneliness? nah. i doubt so. i'm an independent girl. okay. maybe that something is still affecting me somehow. no worries. i'll get over it soon.

work's okay. i'm starting to love working there. haha. daphne is super nice lor. others are okay lah. hope i can work till the release of results bah. really hope so.

there's parade this saturday. but i can't go. coz i'm going to NYP openhouse in the morning. last day le. hope i still can make it for parade after the openhouse bah. ______ supposed to accompany me go lah. but ______ suddenly has sth on and can't make it. i guess i'll have to go down alone le. ]:

sometimes i feel that my circle of friends only consist of mostly sj ppl. i dunno why. maybe im anti-social in a way or another bah. i can't understand.

nvm. just leave me alone. don't even bother to talk to me abt this. let me solve this myself.

yi ci ci de shi bai, rang wo gan dao hai pai.
wo zhen de hen xiang yong gan mei dui.
dan... wo shi zhong mei you yong qi.
wo hui fen dou xia qu, zhi dao wo mei you li qi wei zhi.