in a few more hours, it'll be the end of year 2006 le.

looking back at what i've done for this whole year, i'm glad that i can tell everyone that i had a fruitful year.

this year is very important to me. my last year in nan hua, my last year as a cadet of SJABNHC and of course, the o levels. so i truly treasure all the times i have with my classmates, jtys, my juniors, not forgetting my own squadmates and my officers. it's them who taught me many valuable lessons which i can't learn from textbooks. it's also these things which made me grow up, knowing how to put myself in others' shoes. i'm really glad that they came into my life and left their footprints behind. thank you everyone! :D.

to jiaying: hey woman hh! thanks for everything you've done for me huh. and those hua1 chi1 times, hahs, i'll nv forget them! [:

to tiantong: hello. long time nv see u already wor. do take care of yourself huh. i look forward to the day when we meet again. [:

to yuxuan: thanks for always being there for me when i'm feeling down. i've always thought that u're the most clear-minded person among the 5 of us. haha. [:

to shuying: hey girl. glad to hear that everything's fine huh. don't worry abt nxt yr. i'll be back to visit u! take good care of yourself okay. [:

to mummy: HELLO! thanks for always being there for me. i remember those times when we talked on the phone. don't be a nun lah. there's bound to be solutions to the problems you encounter. just cool down and take some time to think over it. u're so smart, so i'm sure u will think of great solutions. jiayou for everything! [:

to w.y. sir: thank you for being you. haha. all the best to you and your "the other mouth" okay. lalala. [:

to a.t. sir: WAHAHAHA! thanks for all those funny times. they never failed to make me laugh. you're a da4 hao3 ren2 lor. and yah, also hyun bin's "brother". hahs. all the best for next year! [:

to suksi mdm: thanks for talking to me whenever yufeng and i quarrel. haha. don't know why but u just seem like a big sister to me. don't close down your blog lah. it can serve as a place to fa1 xie4 sometimes. [:

to h.h. mdm: got to know you better during ncoc. and i think you're a super nice person. haha. thanks for always smiling and being so cheery. [:

to x.y. mdm: thanks for the food during ncoc! take care of your hand huh! [:

to g.a.officer: haha. thanks for fish & co.! and yah, talking to me when im bored. [:

to my squadmates: hello. thanks for being my squadmates okay. if not for you all, i guess there won't be the me now. [:

to g.a.nco: thank you for everything you've done for me huh. though we seem to quarrel quite frequently this yr, we nv failed to make up. hope we'll always be zui4 jia1 pai1 dang4! [:

to my sec3s juniors: nxt year sec4s le wor. do spend more time on your studies if u can okay. afterall, it's your studies that will help u move on to the next chapter of your lives. it's nice to talk to you guys and go bowling too. [:

to the black squad: next year taking over le wor. it's good that u all are united. but yah, it's time to grow up okay. [:

to the white squad: don't know you all well but just wanna say u guys gonna be sec2s nxt yr le. it's time to like change your mindsets. and yah, being in a uniformed group, discipline is very important. do remember to respect your seniors okay. [:

thank you for the orange adidas watch huh. :D

like it a lot. :D

cabbed down to nan hua this morning with yvonne mdm, ah tan sir and yufeng. supposed to meet at 7am lah. but coz im sick, then raining too. so i was delayed by like 20 minutes or so? lucky they were understanding ppl. :D. saw cheewee and jingan when we reached there. haha. they were earlier than us lor. then while looking at the promo parade rehearsal, vivian came. others came later too. so long nv see them le. [:

then during actual parade, i helped out as first aider. [:
nice experience lah. coz i like half a year nv do le... [:
congrats to all who got promoted huh. for those who nv promote, work harder. [:

after promo parade, mr ET talked to the corps abt next year's programme. there's gonna be 2 trainings per week when sch reopens. every wednesday and saturday. [:
he then spoke to the sec4s lor. obviously it's abt going back to help and OTC. [:
had light reception after that. and they gave out the commissioner badge today too. my name was the first to be called out lah. and i was like super shocked. coz i was not prepared yet. lols. then they gave of tokens of appreciation as well [cookies baked by my dear sec3s squad]. and guess wat. i was the first again. *shakes head* i was thinking why me first? lols.

then they had cca extravaganza rehearsal. umm. i think they can do better lah. everyone was like moving quite slowly and they spent like 3 hours plus preparing for 1 mobile display rehearsal [they did quite a few times for static i think...] yah. seriously think they can do MUCH better lor. hope to see improvement next rehearsal bah.

marched to clementi central with ah tan sir, yufeng, cheewee. once again, im the only girl ard. xD. some sec3s tagged along, since all of us are going to IMM for dinner. haha. elyas wanted to go moshi moshi to buy sth for his sis. bought honey green tea at sweet talk and waited for the IMM shuttle bus.

reached IMM at like abt 5.30pm like that? then walked to moshi moshi to look at the necklaces and pendants. woah. they are quite expensive lor. but there were some cheaper ones lah. then the sec3s went to eat at long john while ah tan sir, yufeng, cheewee and me waited for yvonne mdm.

mdm came and the sec3s went to chevrons to bowl first. ate pepper lunch [without pepper for me] for dinner. haha. it was super nice lah. still can cook by urself. [: joined the sec3s for bowling after dinner. only played 1 game and the score was sucky lah. not up to standard. the sec3s played the dart thing and got the top score lah. lols. xD. super funny can...

home-ed with ah tan sir by MRT. others took buses. lols. we were so tired that from jurong east to cck, we didn't speak more than 10 sentences lor... but today was fun lah, despite me being sick... heex. :D

went out with jiaying and shuying today.

supposed to meet them at JEC long john at 1230. i reached at 1226. called jiaying and she said she was still at home. lols. and she said that shuying confirm late. in the end, after i put down the phone, shuying arrived. haha. and she reached at exactly 1230 lah. xD. waited for jiaying to arrive then we bought food.

talked alot while eating. glad to hear from shuying that she's doing fine. was very worried abt her during that period of time. im sure happy that it's over now. she shared with us the stuff she learnt and i thought she really matured le. happy for her. wish her all the best for nxt year. [:

after that, we exchanged christmas prezzies. i bought massagers for them from mini toons. gave jiaying the dolphin and the pig to shuying. jiaying bought me a bag from taiwan and shuying gave me some hand-made stuff and a bookmark. [:

finished up our food and we went to take neoprints. heex. tried a new machine today and the pics were nice. lalala. i wish to take neos with him lah [ no... it's not orange :) ]

ROD's next wednesday, together with promo parade. feeling really weird lor. dunno why. haha. this also means im getting older lor. time slow down please! xD.

went to sch today for my corps promo parade rehearsal. i was looking at the colour party train then saw ms YL. went over to chat for a while. then she said she needed someone to help her pack her table. lols. i offered to help her, since the cadets were in the good hands of their commanders, weiye sir, yufeng and cheewee. heard from yufeng that the overall performance was okay lah. but i believe they can do better lor. hope to see improvement in their drills by the actual promo parade. one of my seniors, brandon also came back today. haha. nice to see him again.

after the rehearsal, i went to ginza plaza to eat with weiye sir, yufeng, cheewee, elyas, keith, weili, shi han and haoguang. as usual, im the only girl lor. haha. as i already ate something before that, i only order hargow. share xiao long bao with the guys. while eating, someone suggest we go play pool. lols. so the guys were like discussing while i concentrate on eating my hargow. then dunno who suddenly mentioned that they can't enter. one reason was that they were underaged and the other reason was because some were wearing sch uniform or t-shirts. they continued discussing and finally concluded that we shall go bowling. lols. so indecisive. x]

so we left ginza. they want to walk to west coast recreation centre. walked halfway then weili and keith say want to go home. so the rest of us continued lor, since keith was also like having running nose. as we walked, i dunno how i became the one who is leading lah. expected the guys to like hide somewhere then let me walk alone lah. and guess wat, they are really so childish lah. so i just ignore them and just keep walking. lols. even weiye sir joined them lah. so lame. haha.

played 3 games of bowling with them. weiye sir was once again, the pro among us. lols. haoguang was also not bad lor. like got train before de. my score was still okay lah. at least to me. haha. [: went to buy sweet talk with yufeng and cheewee after bowling then left weiye sir eating at the hawker centre alone. [actually we thought of going back de. but tian1 zhu4 ding4 we go home. coz cheewee won the scissors paper stone game against yufeng. if cheewee won, we go home. if yufeng won, we go back accompany weiye sir. haha.]

saw him today while helping ms YL. the moment he appeared, i just smiled at ms YL and she asked why i smiled at her. xD. he shared his experience with me lah [that made me super happy coz i can talk to him upclose. haha :D]

met mum at CWP after everything. bought some things and walked back home with her. lols.

huihui mdm has moo-moo. i have whitey. [:

and to yuxuan,
happy 16th birthday!

was supposed to go out with yvonne mdm, ah tan sir and yufeng today. but yvonne mdm can't make it, so only left the 3 of us. met ah tan at CCK then took train with him to jurong east to change train go harbourfront meet yufeng.

went to candy empire the moment we got to vivo city. i bought chocs as usual :]. yufeng bought sweets and ah tan bought a strawberry flavoured Freddy choc. haha. also bought chocs for animal farm. [",]

after that we walked ard vivo lor. went into some shops, looked then came out. bought some street tags from minitoons. i bought "princess", ah tan bought "so lame" and yufeng bought "u think i care?" so cute lah. :D

lunched at kopitiam, ate yong tau foo steamboat. then went to daiso to buy things. yufeng bought the most things lah. ah tan bought something to hang on his bedroom door. i didn't buy anything. [:

walked to some shelter outside daiso and we sat down to divide the things we bought. then we started to zi-lian. haha. took lots of pics with the 2 of them lah. most of the pics taken were like so cute lah. haha. the positions and stuff. lalala.

took 963 home with ah tan and we called to disturb yvonne and weiye. haha. ah tan was super funny lah. he called ppl then asked wat they have to say to him.. x].

i enjoyed their company today. hope we can go out together again soon. :D.

i'm back from ncoc le. yippee! but dunno wat happened, i suddenly caught a flu a few hours before break camp. boo hoo hoo. been sneezing since then. argh.

the camp was alright lah, except the fact that it is slack compared to ccc`o6. the trainees were like taking their own sweet time in doing their things lor. no sense of urgency. some trainers were also liddat.

i went down to visit the course everyday, beginning from advanced party. but i only stayed over on campfire night. so actually, i can't comment too much lah. but it's nice to see some of my juniors becoming more confident in themselves. ppl like sok teng and weijie. yah. proud of them. =D.

congrats to the following ppl for doing the corps proud.

best female trainee: teo mei chia
best HQ trainer: lim yong yue
best combat trainer: keith ng

my corps clinched 3 out of 4 plaques given out. hope SJABNHC will forever keep on improving! :]
i also changed my phone le! haha. sony ericsson's w810i. it's super nice lah. i love my dad and mum. haha. =D

went down to tanglin today. was supposed to meet yvonne mdm but she got sth on, so in the end didn't meet her. another reason for going down is to give weiye sir his birthday presents. haha.

met yufeng and we went to meet ah tan sir and gang at west coast hawker centre. ate then we went back to tanglin. ah tan sir had an interaction session with the trainers and they played the 'poke game'. lols. super hilarious lah. x].

after that had a chit-chat session with ah tan sir, xinyi mdm, huihui mdm, nora mdm, shusian mdm and yufeng. then weiye sir and barry sir came along. chatted awhile more then some left, leaving me, barry sir and yufeng at the bench. smsed my dad to ask him fetch me home since i wanted to catch triumph in the skies.

home-ed, bathed and watch triumph in the skies. [:

hahas. i still rmb part of our conversation.

someone1: i wonder how weiye will look like if he changed his hairstyle to be like yichen's?
*everyone laughed*
someone2: sure will look very funny. but it takes time to grow his hair into that style lah.
*everyone laughed again*

lols. really can't imagine weiye sir with that hairstyle. i'll laugh till i roll on the floor. xD.

and to vivian,
happy 16th birthday!

went to my grandma's hse with my mum today morning. i just love going there. though i dunno how to speak and don't understand wat they're talking about, i still love to visit my grandparents with my mum. [:

after that dad came to fetch us for lunch and he sent me to bugis to meet yufeng.

i was earlier, so i went to walk around while waiting for yufeng to come. when he reached bugis, we went to look at the watches that were on sale at the basement. thought of buying a watch for weiye sir since it's he's birthday today. but the designs like dun suit him lor. so we went to some other places in bugis and we bought his present. the cost is shared with yvonne mdm, ah tan sir and suksi mdm. [:

then we went to vivocity to buy another present for weiye sir. this one is shared by yufeng and me only. [: spent some time on it and we were both satisfied with the result. [: by the time we're done with our shopping, it was already 6 plus. then i remembered i need to get something else so we went shopping again. bought quite alot of things.

when we left the shop, we saw a crowd at the second level (we were on the third). heard that it's the huang2 jin1 jia3 shou3 ying4 hui4. so we stayed awhile. coz they say chow yun fatt was coming. waited for some time. was super hungry lah. but i wanted to see chow yun fatt. so yufeng accompanied me. thanks ah. [:

then chow yun fatt came and everyone present was like so high lah. i have to say that though chow yun fatt is old le, but he's still as charming as before. haha. he's more charming in person. :D.

after that, home-ed. legs aching like hell. argh.

to mao-sher: i dunno why u nv answer my calls or reply yufeng's sms. i understand that u're working so yah... nvm. i'll give u ur present during ncoc bah. [:
and happy 22nd birthday to you.

to you: yah. i finally bought ur prezzie. lalala. [x

to yufeng: thanks for today huh. [:

yeah! i'm finally back from my family chalet le. didn't really enjoy myself that much though.

woohoo! i changed blogskin le. (:

lurve the rainbow. 'coz orange and blue are in there. (:

removed all the photos from my blog too. think they dun fit in this new blogskin. hahs.

getting a new phone soon too. super happy. (:

everything's new. hope to have a new start. a better and more meaningful life. (:

gonna leave all unhappiness behind and live life like there's no tomorrow. (:

and to you,
happy 18th birthday. (:

went to kim seng star bowl with weiye sir and yufeng today. met at tiong bahru mac entrance. weiye sir was the earliest and i was the last. then we took bus to kim seng plaza and started bowling. weiye sir was pro lah. we played 2 games and his score for both games were more than 100.

after that we decided to play pool. so we took bus back to tiong bahru and took mrt to clementi. walked to the recreation centre and we started playing pool. i first time playing so im like super blur lah. luckily weiye sir was there to teach me. he's super nice and patient lah. but i feel so sorry towards him coz i nv really concentrate. my mind was occupied with the dinner. and i used lots of funny ways to hit the ball lah. the posture was not right too. he say nxt time dun play with me le. omg. super disappointed in myself lah. simple thing yet i can't get it.

after the game, we took 198 to jurong point to meet guardian angel officer for dinner. ordered 2 sets of fish & co. de seafood platter for 2. haha. and i first time eat prawns with fork and knife. weiye sir taught me that. heex. the meal was really nice and enjoyable. =D.

thank yewws...
THANK YOU weiye sir for teaching me how to play pool. sorry for not learning properly. =[.

THANK YOU guardian angel officer for treating us to fish & co. wor. i really appreciate it okay. didn't expect it at all. =].

I got this from a friend's blog and i thought maybe i'll post this here. [:

When a girl cries

When a girl cries, it doesn't mean she's weak.

If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore.

If you take her hands, she would stay with you for the rest of ur life;
but if u let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.

A girl won't cry easily, except in front of the person whom she loves the most, she becomes weak.

A girl won't cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she puts down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you, please hold her hands firmly.
She's the one who is willing to stay with you for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you, please don't give her up.
Your decision would change her life.

When she cries right in front of you, when she cries because of you, look into her eyes.
Can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?

Think.

Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity, in front of u, AND because of u?

She cried not because she is weak.
She cried not because she wants sympathy or pity.
She cried, because crying silently is no longer possible.
The pain, hurt and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

to you: i accept ur apology. [:


thank yewws...

THANK YOU weiye sir for the meal that made me happy ytd. but i want to clarify huh, it's not expensive to make me happy okay. x]. and THANK YOU weiye sir again today for clarifying my doubts. YOU'RE SUPER NICE! =D.

THANK YOU ms YL for the biscuits today. THANK YOU mr ET for changing the flavour of the biscuit to classic dark for me. IT TASTED GREAT! =D

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

finally finished translating the lyrics of the cantonese song i was learning from cantonese to chinese. and i finally know how to sing that song le. haha. super happy.

sometimes, i wonder if there are more ppl reading my blog other than those who tagged. i can't help but feel that there are some ppl who read my blog but they just dun tag. haha. nvm. but hope they can tag to at least let me know they were here (that is... if there are really such ppl lah)

suddenly feel so lonely recently. dunno why. perhaps i'm too bored bah. staying at home is too boring for me. i need something exciting to add some spice into my boring life. everyone around me seems to be busy and i'm the only one who is like wasting my life.

i sign-in to msn messenger every morning only to see a few ppl online with most of them de status as away. ahh. i wanna get a job soon. or at least, some sj events pls pop out and i'll be contented.

someone pissed me off today and spoiled my mood for the whole day. nth i do seems to be correct. feeling like ignoring the person for good. attitude. argh.

luckily, guardian angel officer was there to spend his remaining time at home before he goes off to work with me and kinda cheered me up with the "i know u know" chat. haha. really interested to know wat he say he know. lols.