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15th: Work [0845-1735]
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17th: DAY OFF
18th: Work [0845-1735]
19th: Work [0845-1335]
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40/07
squad blog . chunyi . cuiling . daphne . jiaying . liqing . miaopei

41/08
squad blog . chiching . evania . karhui . wanqing

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

9:27 pm

heyyas everyone.

yeah. had been feeling down these few days. over that incident. *haishh* not sure whether i should give up or not. i may seem very normal on the outside, but i think only MH knows how i felt inside. talked to her that night after our dinner with neeon orange, batman, destiny, chewy, viv and my bestie. i told her i wished i could be half like her. independent, determined, outspoken. im totally opposite of her. felt so weak mentally. why can't i just be firm with my stand? why am i so indecisive? seriously angry with myself now lor. *haishh* im feeling miserable!

i think perhaps im going crazy soon. really soon. i've been laughing for the whole day today since i reached school. dunno wat's wrong with me. well, yea, lessons as usual. had chinese for the first 2 period. the lesson was boring lah. so i fell asleep, but not really obvious to the others, even jiaying nv really knew that i was sleeping. but guess wat, jiaying lurves spinning her pencil. and it dropped. i immediately freaked out lor. got such a great shock that i jumped. lols. and she was laughing her head off. goodness. she continued to laugh even after lesson. arghh.

yah. the 4 of them gave me my bdae card today. belated. tarzan was supposed to give it to me before school but as usual, she was kinda late. lols. so changed to recess. then she said she got chemistry test. lols. so dragged to her lunch time. i asked her to put it in my locker and i will collect it during my lunch time. then during amaths lesson, i saw her and 2 of her friends walk past and they were like so LOUD lah. so noisy. x)

got another shock of my life during lunch. tiantong and yuxuan were supposed to go down for lunch with me and jiaying but tiantong suddenly behaved weirdly outside the toilet, telling me to go for lunch with jiaying while she and yuxuan stays in class. well, yuxuan do looked like she needed the toilet to umm... change that 3 letter thing. so yah, i bought their story. was complaining to jiaying how come they behaved like that lah. jiaying said she didn't know. but guess wat happened when i came back to class. tiantong and yuxuan gave me a belated bdae card too. and they were like telling me to open up the card to see. i was so touched when i saw wat was inside the card lor. they actually went to get kk and cire de birthday wishes for me lah! really didn't expect that. hahax. thanks to tiantong, yuxuan, jiaying and shuying! i love u all!

love, now & forever